420 number is used for con man. In india is a number used for great insult. In Hindi they say char so bees.
Because of this number I lost my life
Because of this number I lost my mental balance
Because of this number I went to 3 rehabs in USA.
Because of this I took so many medications, their side effects, their withdrawal symptoms was hell.
Because this number my health deteriorated, my husband left, I lost my job. I left USA
My mental health deteriorated. I left my bangalore job not being able to cope up.
Because of this number I have panic attacks even to this day. I cry and cry and cry.
Because of this number I avoid going to parties, I hardly stay at home always.
This number ruined my life completely. I'm left with no family, no job, can't go out daringly because social anxiety.
I still battle everyday. I'm fed up. I have nothing left in my life. I await death.
All those people who have me so much misery, I think they are all doing happily I life. I'm the one who was devastated completely💔
I lost my job, my husband said you please go away. And in India wherever I go they follow and make sure to give 420 to me, my father or my mother. So our whole family is defamed and me, my parents are are all 420 meaning char so bees.
I have no happiness in life. I'm just waiting for my death. I wish I had courage to commit suicide. But I'm darpok.i can't take that big step of killing myself.
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